cham~~~yesterday went to dancing class....teacher teach so damn fast lar....i can't catch up '-'
swtz...last week leg already bengkak coz knock dou de floor now still haven recover yesterday knock again +_+ swtz...bengkak again liao...dunno when can recover...this is juz my 3rd class ...cham...cham....
hmm...i found that since i went to see doctor coz of my very high blood sugar--->diabetis...they treat me different...very different...last time mummy juz like to scold me everyday scold...dunno scold for what...haiz u tot i wan my blood sugar to be high wan meh...juz know to scold ppl...and now no more scolding...but sometimes will show face color to me =.= maybe she oso in bad mood gua...nvm lo...sometimes i feel that they quite "fan" wan...after i woke up...mum call me and ask u inject already? eat liao ma? got faint ma?feel anything tell me ar...then....later dad call again...u got feel anything? got faint? inject liao ma? then later sister come back home....ask again...how? can inject urself? got feel anything?what u eat? OMG!! i am not a kid anymore and i don't like this...is like i am a sick ppl...everyone treat me like a sick ppl ...i hate it lar...i know they juz care bout me but sometimes i really feel so....dunno how to say that feeling...i want to be normal..i wan ppl to treat me as a normal person...i don't want to be like a sick ppl...i hate that feeling...really hate it...i know sometimes when they ask me anything and my tone is a bit loud...but juz becoz i don't like them to keep asking ....i doesn't meant it...really...sometimes after i said what i had said i feel so sorry...i always say sorry in my heart...i don't dare to say it out...dunno why...but i also don't want to be like that....i know they do all this is juz because they care bout me...i know...i really know...i understand...
swtz...last week leg already bengkak coz knock dou de floor now still haven recover yesterday knock again +_+ swtz...bengkak again liao...dunno when can recover...this is juz my 3rd class ...cham...cham....
hmm...i found that since i went to see doctor coz of my very high blood sugar--->diabetis...they treat me different...very different...last time mummy juz like to scold me everyday scold...dunno scold for what...haiz u tot i wan my blood sugar to be high wan meh...juz know to scold ppl...and now no more scolding...but sometimes will show face color to me =.= maybe she oso in bad mood gua...nvm lo...sometimes i feel that they quite "fan" wan...after i woke up...mum call me and ask u inject already? eat liao ma? got faint ma?feel anything tell me ar...then....later dad call again...u got feel anything? got faint? inject liao ma? then later sister come back home....ask again...how? can inject urself? got feel anything?what u eat? OMG!! i am not a kid anymore and i don't like this...is like i am a sick ppl...everyone treat me like a sick ppl ...i hate it lar...i know they juz care bout me but sometimes i really feel so....dunno how to say that feeling...i want to be normal..i wan ppl to treat me as a normal person...i don't want to be like a sick ppl...i hate that feeling...really hate it...i know sometimes when they ask me anything and my tone is a bit loud...but juz becoz i don't like them to keep asking ....i doesn't meant it...really...sometimes after i said what i had said i feel so sorry...i always say sorry in my heart...i don't dare to say it out...dunno why...but i also don't want to be like that....i know they do all this is juz because they care bout me...i know...i really know...i understand...
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